Dislike the aimless life where family are disperse,
especially members are no longer as near as it is,
no more blessed melody along the line of verses,
deep within were just a grief and silent rasping fizz.
Going as far as I can, I wish,
abandoning matters agitated within,
erasing predicaments bound within,
sailing along with much bold and swift.
Being psychologically repudiated,
the death of condemnation enveloping the soul,
repelling the belie statements which crawling with great forces,
what should I do?!?!